Just because I'm losing. Doesn't mean I'm lost.

Well, since I've fallen behind with this blog, I won't recap. All I will say is that I'm gonna try and blog more often.

Stoked for May, Pat Metheny <3>

I did this "all about me" thing for planning.. and wasn't expecting it to turn out as good as it did. If you're interested, I can send it to you upon requestarz.

Anyways, gonna finish math and head to bed.

Later.

-x.-/

daflkgjdfa.

I have a blog solution which will equal more frequent posting.

Shorter posts.

Screw a recap, i haven't properly posted in over a month.

Anyways, got Pat Metheny tickets, the concert is exactly on my birthday too, LOL. Which is awesome. But I didn't want to do much for my birthday. I didn't want to do anything for that matter. But hell, it's a concert. I may also have an extra ticket if anyone wants to come.

Anywho; my dreams, i'll have to kiss them if i don't get sleep now. Peace and love.

OHAI RENG. HOPE YOU READ THIS

but i know you "don't care" anyways.

Haven't posted in awhile, so i thought I'd get back into the habit. No bother for a recap of the past month and a half, or two months, or whatever. LOL. too much to say.

But what I seriously can't wait for is when Pat Metheny comes to vancouver. 5 months away and i'm already stoked! The real epitome of jazz.

But anyways. I've taken quite a twist.

http://gos.sbc.edu/a/angelou.html

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QOAPlMGEFGs

If you were as deeply impacted as I was, you might see why.

-out

Woawoawoaw.

Well, let's just say i've had a real fucked up week. Not exactly in a bad way, It had it's up's and downs, but yeah. WAY too late to blog. too tired. ill do it tomorrow. PROMISE.

On an end note, you all need to listen to The Escapist by coldplay. Or else you suck. KTHXBAI

Oh my.

well, got a shitload to blog about.. I will when i get home tomorrow night. Way too tired. Way too late. Way too GOODBYE!

You belong with me.

Well. im in english.. in the computa labz. Pretty boring. but i have some led zeppelin to cheer me up.

Pulled an all nighter last night, LOL. i feel great for some odd reason. Just didn't feel like sleeping. But now i feel like im crampnig up. obviously from teh lack of sleep.

Well, I made a LAMB yesterday. I guess I CAN cook. Better than any turkey shits you made!

Anyways, gonna keep it short. Also, KAMIL. we need to do something THIS WEEK FOSHO. i was sick friday, so i wasn't there.

WTF MATE

Oh wow. after two hours of watching what i supposdely thought was Shawshank Redemption, i Realize i was watching Redemption: A Mile From Hell. WHICH IS A GOOD MOVIE, but I was required to watch shawshank for film studies. my review is due tomorrow, and i dont even know what the movie is about. But I think ive seen a really good movie tonight.

Anyways, will blog later. Too tired. kthxbai.

Words fade, So do people.

Ugh. I'm always up too late.. Well i promised myself i'd write.

Well, lately, i haven't been doing much at all STILL. But finally me and kamil are hanging out. I GETS FREE FUUUDZ! bahaha. But yeah.

Not much else to say, really. The days have been long and slack. School's been kinda fun though.

LULZ, that reminds me. I honestly don't know why in the world Raven hates me; it's beyond me. I've never talked to her.. Never said anything about her, cause I don't know her. I remember in Gr. 9 She was on my volleyball team one day.. She was being so disrespectful, I was surprised. I was thinking, "What crawled up your ass and died?" yenno? Then at the beginning of the semester.. She tried to make some dumb "cut your hair" jokes, which wasn't very funny anyways (i don't mind the occasional joke, but when it's actually Directed to hurt, its kinda annoying. And sometimes it does hurt. Sometimes people just don't know when to stop either..) But anyways.

I remember Mr. Khoen talking about "if you ever wanna screw someone up, sit in their seat." And thats what i've been doing all this time, LOL. So I do it to raven. I kinda felt like taking advantage of the fact that she doesn't like me. So, she gets pissed and is moody, but she says she's not pissed. So she comes in today, and i've taken it again: LULZ is the only word to use here. She tried to move the desk next to me to the front, and then Mr. Khoen got mad cause she moved it. Before that, she tried getting Stephen to move, and he was like "I don't wanna fucking move, come on!". But the way he said it was hilarious. Yeah. It's easy to snag any seat; PE is the class beforehand. So I think i'll try again tomorrow. At least i has Kirby in front of me LOL.

But yeah. Not much else to say. If your actually taking the time to read this; lets do something some time. I'm becoming too distanced from people, cause I just never do anything outside of school with people. Also, im tired of everyone being an acquaintance.

Your the one that I wanted to find.

"What good is it to live, with nothing left to give?"

"And high up above earth or down below

When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth"

"you were an island and I passed you by,

You were an island to discover."

"And in the end

We lie awake
And we dream
We'll make an escape"

Just a few songs.. Thought i'd leave with pieces from the lyrics.. Yeah. It's all coldplay. I'm on some coldplay rave lately. it's ALL ive been listening to. Anyways.. First one is Swallowed in the Sea, Second one is Fix you, Third is Warning Signm fourth is The Escapist. I think Fix you is my favorite coldplay song. Ever.

I'll keep it short, its way too late. I actually did talk to that old friend of mine, and i've got plans. Things are looking up. I also got my homework semi-done (complete to my knowledge).

I'll blog tomorrow. Goodnight world.

Alright. I promised twice.

Well, this week has been busy. I'm not feeling much better, im becoming obsessed with aion; which sucks. And I need to limit myself. I've already gotten to where I want to, so i have no problem stopping now. But it feels kinda like a waste. Oh well. Lets not dwell in the past; shall we?

I need to get out more. But then theres nobody to go out with, urgh. Haven't talked to kamil in ages. Really, i haven't been talking to many of my friends at all lately. And I'm really hoping to connect with somewhat of an old friend.. All that comes to my mind when i'm listening to coldplay is that old friend.. UGH. its still awesome. great way to end a night is with some good coldplay.

That reminds me, i need to jazz up kamil's blog; YOUR DAMN PASSWORD WON't WORK

Boy life is tiring. So much to do.

Maybe i'll make some plans this week. Be myself again.

"When the truth is,

I miss you.
Yeah the truth is,
That I miss you so.

And I'm tired,
I should not have let you go.

So I crawl back into your open arms.
Yes, I crawl back into your open arms.
And I crawl back into your open arms.
Yes, I crawl back into your open arms.."